Dua tahun adalah waktu yang relatif pendek, namun banyak sekali hal yang bisa terjadi dalam rentang waktu itu. Untuk saya, dua tahun belakangan ini ibarat kaset pita yang di “fast forward”, setelah bertahun-tahun menjalani hidup dengan tempo lambat, sekolah, kuliah.. begitu lulus tiba-tiba saja semua nya berubah, mungkin lebih tepat seperti roller coaster yang melambat ke atas lalu menuruni bukit dengan amat cepat.
Sekarang terasa roller coaster mulai melambat dan mulai berjalan lurus, saya berada di zona nyaman yang baru, dan berbeda dengan waktu-waktu dulu, kali ini saya bisa melihat jalan lurus panjang di depan, tanpa terhalang kabut harapan dan dugaan. Saya rasa saya akan menikmati dahulu saat-saat sekarang ini, sepenuhnya sadar bahwa comfort zone adalah musuh idealisme cita-cita.
Sementara itu, mungkin blog ini akan tetap begini, sepi dari posting, seperti komentar Nauval di posting terakhir blog ini dua tahun lalu, “Your absence in this virtual word is, hopefully, replaced by your greater existence in the real world.” I certainly hope so my friend.. I guess we all do.
Well well.. here goes 26th of January, see the post calendar on the right side of this blog? It has been almost three weeks from my last post. It seems that the new year’s resolution on blogging regularly (in my previous post) can’t be achieved, at least for the moment. However, it won’t stop me for having all resolutions that I can think of every single year, some of them can’t be achieved now, even this very year, but never ever loose hope or else you’ll live like a zombie, alive and walking but not knowing where you are heading.
As I mentioned in the previous post, I blog therefore I exist. Now that I am not blogging, am I still exist? I know it’s a silly question, but as a person who considered him self as a writer (read my friendster profile please..), it’s quite bad you know. I am blocked, even to update my personal blog, it has been a while. I even find reading is boring lately. I guess I should go out more, sharing new ideas, making more friends.. voilaa.. another new year’s resolution has been made ha3x..
Anyway, I told you not to loose hope. Let’s see how exist am I for the months to come, as for now, you may consider me as not exist 
